Day 142

I continue to struggle with the fact that I have no cable. Maybe I am just a weak person or maybe I am just bored. I have started filling my nights with activities so I don't think about TV. Having Netflix helps but at times I still scan the newspapers to see what I am missing.

It pains me to mix the Bravo series with Issac Mizrahi. I have met him and interviewed for a job with him. I used to love his talk show.

I also miss not being able to watch my METS on TV. In a weakened moment, I ordered the MLB.com telecasts for my computer. I still have two days to cancel it. Right now, I am listening to the broadcasts on the radio. I thought that I would be able to watch the home games on my computer but they are blacked out. So I figure, what's the point of having computer access to the games if I can't watch the home games. So, I will probably cancel the subscription.

I still pass by open windows to see if there is a television playing. Sometimes I stop and drool. Other times, I keep walking.

Oh well, the struggle continues.